Life is not that easy, after my graduation on last year, on 23rd October, I had secured a job as an administrative executive at a private company in my hometown, Sibu, Sarawak. Yes, I do at first like the job, but, the feeling changes as I know, I begin to hate the job and everyone at there, even my boss and my colleagues, I mean, why do they keep on scolding me? Said I'm not focused or concentrate on my work? Well, what can I said? The salary which did not exceed 2K and I know I can't survive with the amount with the bad economy now made me depressed. I cried on every night regretting of myself and why am I doing that job. God saved me when I received UPM offer on end of December 2016 saying I can enter UPM for Master TESL. I'm so happy. Time flies, I'm now in my 2nd months, and I know time flies very fast. I meet many new people and I would like to say thanks for having me and being with me, as my friends. I really like them a lot, I even can feel the tears in me when I'm writing this. Wehuuuuuuu!!!!!!!! I feel so sadddd realllyyy when I am alone all time here and wondering why I got rejected by some guys and why I am still not getting the right ones in my life. I felt useless and I know I still waiting in despair to settle down. nope, at first, dating first then married, have kids. well, let me finish my master then I'll find the right guy in my life. yes, 1 and 1/2 years more I shall finish. I will find don't worry. God will provides the best, for sure. Thank you lord for this day and this day..
Sincerely,
Sharon LJJ
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